Fat ass feeling

I feel like a fat ass. I ate more cake and frozen yogurt. I'm such a pig! Why do I constantly fuck up everything I want to do!? I want to be skinny but I am so destructive that I get in my own way. I need to stop being lazy and I say this every time but I need to lose this weight. I need to!!!! Okay so how can I keep myself motivated. Oh one thing that helped me was to keep pictures of things that motivated me where I would see them everyday. I should print out pictures of stuff and like oh!!! Put tons of thinspo in my closet! Yes! I am going to do that and while I'm at it I'm going to clean out my closet and make it look pretty. SPARKLES ♥     So I should probably look up ideas for walk in closets.